LOSE BALANCE

I'm losing balance.

Do you feel like that?

I'm premenstrual syndrome and... it's start.

Suddenly I cry, I can't concentrate, I can't reply e-mail nor Facebook massage, eat to much and, and so on. I don't know why and when it start and when it finish. I've tried an herbal medicine and aromatherapy and yoga but still I've gotten. Some people said you should accept it and just live with it but but but...

I wanna keep my balance.
I don't wanna be mixed up.

Who can understand if I say oh, I'm sorry now I'm premenstrual syndrome so I can't reply your message or I can't do this work. Who cares?

Right now I don't look for the exactly solution but just I write down here and calm myself down.

I know the blog is not for like this. but it's my blog page. Who cares?

Sometime I really need keep company with someone, sometime I really need be alone. But already you know, actually I don't wanna be totally alone I still need stay connected that's why I wrote this, I think.

O.K. I should quit right now. I don't wanna mess you with my awful sentences.

Lastly, there are someone loves me. I feel sorry for him or her but that's a ray of hope in a such a windy and full of tears' night.

Miwa